

I cried twice today, there's still nothing wrong. This is about the time when the affect wears off and I feel like hell, I cried three times yesterday, there was nothing wrong. It's been about four days since I've taken my Lexapro consistently. She's so tiny I was afraid to hold her, only 3 pounds ten ounces, but she's really beautiful, didn't make a sound the whole time we were there. Yesterday was such a pleasant day, I got to see Justin's brand new baby sister. I haven't had a really horrible dream like that in a while, I wonder why it happened last night. I think that dream is a part or the reason I needed to see Nick today, he's my protector. Pretty morbid, isn't it? I can't believe I haven't told anyone about it yet. I woke up sweaty and with a strong urge to shower. In the end of my dream, I slept with him to avoid a violent rape scene and in hopes that he'd go away. I was sneaking him around my house and lying to Nick and my friends and family because of him. I had this dream last night that I was forced to spend time with a convicted rapist out of fear that he'd attack me.
#I HAD A MELANCHOLY MALODY FREE#
I don't really know why, maybe I'm afraid he'll get hurt, or maybe it just bothers me that he has free time that isn't spent with me, or maybe I'm jealous that he has a social life. I always get this kind of pit in my stomach when he tells me he's going out somewhere. I've been looking for somewhere to go for a week now and one just falls into his lap.

I was rather bummed when I called Nick and he was out the door to some cabin party. Patrick's day for crying out loud, one would think there would be something going on. I've been in need of a party for a while now. That explains the tremors and hallucinations. Love causes the same addictive reaction in your brain that drugs do. Uproxx is an independent subsidiary of Warner Music Group.I was watching this show on TLC the other day called "Anatomy of Sex." It talked about a lot of things I already knew but there was one thing I already knew but thought was all in my head. YoungBoy Never Broke Again is a Warner Music artist. on the NBA star’s “ Stuntin On You‘ video and the extended rollout of the Die 4 Respect mixtape, which included the Coi Leray-featuring “ Impatient” video. He was previously arrested on similar charges in his native Louisiana and has been connected with a fatal shooting in Miami in 2019, as well as avoiding prison time for kidnapping and aggravated assault after being caught on camera attacking his then-girlfriend at a hotel in Georgia.ĭDG, on the other hand, has a bright future ahead of him thanks to appearances with Dame D.O.L.L.A. Youngboy was denied bail after prosecutors successfully argued that he would be a danger to the community and a flight risk. “Hood Melody,” which features a rattling, melancholy beat and contemplative, observational lyrics from the Pontiac native, backgrounds a video that finds DDG obsessing over all of the violent ends he can meet.Īlthough the song features a guest verse from perpetually troubled Baton Rouge rapper Youngboy Never Broke Again, the man himself was not available for the video shoot as he’s currently in custody after being arrested for felony firearm possession in Los Angeles in March.


A day after featuring on XXL‘s 2021 Freshman list, DDG releases the latest single from his Die 4 Respect mixtape with hitmaking producer OG Parker.
